wow, that's alot....

*sigh*
hmmmmmm, i wonder if i'll be able to keep my thought space more tidy. i
don't really think it's neccessary to have some stream of thought or
another running through my head at all times. there's this little part
that seems to think i'm gonna forget everything i know unless i think
about all of it all the time....eeeeuw.
ego...
i bet i don't need to give it so much power.
love...
let's give it some of that...let's pile that on in heaps.

i'm glad i can cry.
really, i feel lucky to be where i'm at...
yesterday, i was a passenger in a car. i was wearing a clown nose and eye
makeup and i actually made a few people angry just by allowing them to see
me...how dare i? i must have some nerve...how do we reach those people?

i am a terrorist! love is a terrorist. god hates fags, the FBI is not
afraid of children, slavery is dead, and nobody has figured out that we
can be tricked into thinking that happiness will come through material
goods.

hoowee! cynicism. that doesn't feel productive. i want to go spraypaint
messages of love on walls and trucks at the dealership, plant some
flowers. or maybe i'll just go find people to hug...

if i can save myself, maybe i'll come for you next.